"Having loved his own who were in the world, he loved them to the end." --John 13:1 Life with Jesus is life immersed in the gracious love of God-- embracing, drenching, challenging, shocking, strong yet tender, moment-by-moment, decision-by-decision, transforming agape love-- given without demanding anything in return. This love destabilizes his disciples in one way while rooting them deeply in an alternative way of living. When Jesus gathers his disciples for the Passover, he knows that "his hour has come;" that the time he has been preparing them for is here. And how do the twelve arrive? Hopelessly wrongheaded, it would seem, their minds full of assumptions about their own privilege in God's emerging kingdom, bickering with each other over which positions each will hold in the new administration, blissfully deaf to the passion of his sharing. Later in the evening, as Jesus pours out heart and soul to the Father in prayer, the ones who ...